Posts Tagged ‘Germany

22
Apr
09

Disaster(ous) Logo(s)

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12
Mar
09

Tour de (techno)Force

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“…we are not really living in ‘a civilization of the image’ – even though pessimistic prophets have tried to make us believe that it has become our evil spirit par excellence, no doubt because it had been mistaken for an angel for such a long time. We have gone beyond the image, to a nameless mixture, a discourse-image, if you like, or a sound-image…”

Raymond Bellour

22
Feb
09

(A Primal Scene?)

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I’m not there, I’m gone
It’s all about confusion…

(Bob Dylan, “I’m Not There”)

I’m not there, except through a photograph. I’m not there except through a scanned and digitized version of a photograph. Unheimlich/ Heimlich. An un(canny) image that serves as a reminder that I was not there even when “I” was there.

(A Scene?) – This term is ill-chosen, for what it supposedly names is unrepresentable, and escapes fiction as well; yet ‘scene’ is pertinent in that it allows one at least not to speak as if of an event taking place at a moment in time.” (Blanchot)

[Yes, this is me. Another me. Unrecognizing myself in the disaster.]

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A scene: – A little over seven. The excitement of a first holiday abroad with family. Meeting new family. – Germany: so many expectations tied to it. So many expectations miraculously fulfilled. Unexpectations not fulfilled. Germany no more: Germania – germarina. – The wall. Wall? History I could not see. – Would like to own a piece, even though I don’t want to touch it. Looks dirty. Ewww. – Why did it happen? When? What are you not telling me? The generous effect of the disaster.

22
Feb
09

Memento Mori

Memento mori is a Latin phrase meaning “Be mindful of death” and may be translated as “Remember that you are mortal,” “Remember you will die,” “Remember that you must die,” or “Remember your death”. It names a genre of artistic creations that vary widely from one another, but which all share the same purpose, which is to remind people of their own mortality. (Wikipedia)

Memento. Mori.

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“Man’s guilt in history and in the tides of his own blood has been complicated by technology, the daily seeping falsehearted deathbed.” >>> “You are the sum total of your data. No man escapes that.” <<

(from Don DeLillo’s White Noise).

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“They tried to teach you to make lists in grade school, remember? Back when your day planner was the back of your hand. And if your assignments came off in the shower, well, then they didn’t get done. No direction, they said. No discipline. So they tried to get you to write it all down somewhere more permanent…[The list is] like a letter you write to yourself. A master plan, drafted by the guy who can see the light, made with steps simple enough for the rest of the idiots to understand.” (from Jonathan Nolan’s short story, Memento Mori)

The blog is the list I make to myself, for myself. The instructions from my relays are part of my list. Do not forget to …

I will help myself remember that which escapes memory. Google will help me conjure the images. Can I make my unconscious googleable?

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22
Feb
09

Cinematic mnemonics

Scene from Wolfgang Becker’s film Goodbye Lenin! (2003).

East Germany, 1989: A loyal Socialist  living in Eastern Berlin during the Cold War loses her husband to the West. After seeing her son protesting against the Socialists, she suffers from a heart attack and falls into a coma. While she is in a coma, East and West Germany reunite. When she awakes from her coma, her children try to prevent her from experiencing shock by converting their now westernized lives back into an Eastern-Socialist lifestyle…

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The shock of discovery … the shock at discovering that the disaster has come and gone (was it ever here?), and I could not bring myself to its site. The disaster is beyond me, beyond time, beyond comprehension. A film/ a ” reality”/ a fiction/ a myth conveys this feeling better than I ever will.

20
Feb
09

Childhood memory / Child’s fiction

One of my happiest and most idealized childhood memories: a family trip to Germany.

Up to this moment, I never thought of my first visit to Germany as anything else but a blissful childhood memory.

The last vacation we took as a family.

My first time on a plane.

First time in another country.

First time to meet my new aunt.

First time to practice the few German words I learned.  First time to have my accent made fun of.

Exploring the unknown  for the first time …

… and that is where it was located all this time…  buried under happy, ignorant moments.

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